i dont know why, i dont know whats the reason. i really dont know why. whats going on in my life? whats up with me! one minute, i'm sad, another i'm happy. one minute, i feel like staring at things, the other, i wanna jump around. really really, whats with the mood swing. like hell, sometimes even i cant stand myself. its hard you know, its hard for me to go and say "hey, thanks for everything." i just cant do it. but deep down inside, i know you guys have been there for me all these times, really. thanks bimbos thanks for being there when i'm down, when i cry, whenever i need you guys. i didnt know why the hell is wrong with me today, calling almost everyone bitch, even early in the morning. yeah, dont take it seriously kay? hahaa, i kinda know sooner or later you guys will get in here, somewhat, so yeah. thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks. blah, i'm stuck here. i didnt know why i cried today. i'm just enjoying the fighting scene by tanjin, bertram, jessel&gang. but yeah, i dont know why.

haha, meeting charins was fun. but the dnn part was kinda boring with mushroom-pasta-pratty telling us how exactly sad we were, and trying so hard to lighten the atmosphere by acting being crazy, hugging her baby its freaking sick, charins, be careful when you touch it! haha, just kidding. hell, mushroom, its just not helping! normal people will just call for MHI or whatever its called. its just that bimbo dewi and i were just too used to it, cmon, we cant blame you for being you right? hahahaa, bimboo. gossiping isnt like so fun now, since we always gossip about the same person, but seriosuly, i'm sooo used to gossiping about that person. that even when we're not actually talking about her, i just cant wait until her turn! ohmygod, i need to change, if not, another catfight will happen again! which i kinda hope for, so that life will be more interesting, and not oh-so-fake,just like her so yeahh, there we go, only six more stops to boon lay yeah, bimbo dewi? hahahaa, how close to your dream place. oh, what a pity haahaa, yadaaa! i think i'm back to normal now, look at how qianbian i'm! ooh, theres comics too! it fucking made me cried, emotional larhhh. soo, it was fun meeting the other bimbo, its been looooong huh? haha, quite a fun day, counting the fact that i'm having moodswing(: hee, oh. chinese paper one, its okay i guess. didnt expect too high anyway. arghh. looking at the brighter side, at least i passed ying1yong2wen3 this time round. hahaa! i love gou4han1. *psst* look at those numbers. heee.